DIA...

Kadang2 aku tertanya tanya
Apa makna hidup ini? 
Apa tujuan kita hidup? 
And ntah la...  Yee semua org tau... Hidup ni satu perjalanan... Umpama perjalanan seorg pengembaran... Berbagai liku berbagai halangn yg menanti...  Tapi dia tetap meneruskan pengembaraan nya... Sebb dia tau ada sesuatu yg menanti nya di titik perhentian nya nant...
Tapi apa kah sesuatu itu?  Adakah sesuatu yg menarik atau pon sesuatu yg kita xsuka...  Hmm???
So back to our basic...  Allah...  Dia tau segala galanya... Apa yg terbaik untuk kita... Apa yg xmampu kiTa hadapi... Apa yg membinasakan kita...  so apa yg dia buat untuk kita semata mata untuk memberikan yg terbaik untuk kita...  Segala ujian segala cabaran datang nya dari Allah... Kemungkinan cabaran itu hanya sekadar menguji kesabaran kita atau ujian itu dtg adalah sebb kelalaian kita sendri atau mungkin juga itu satu balasan atas apa yg kita dah buat kat atas dunia nie...  Apabila semua tu hadir mengisi ruang kehidupan kita,  sedar lah sebenar nya Allah nak kita sentiasa dekat dengan Dia...  Allah xnak kita terpesong jauh dari Nya...  Betapa beruntung nya kita, Pencipta kita merindui kita untuk kembali kepada Nya... Sesungguhnya kasih sayang Allah tu sgt lah bernilai... Bernilai dri segala kasih syg yg ada di atas dunia yg sementara nie...
So pengajaran nya di sini...  Whatever happen to me,  I know that Alah sentiasa ada untuk aku...  LOVE YOU ALLAH... TERIMA KASIH ATAS SEGALA GALA NYA.  :-)

"your eye"

oh my darling... i love him so much hahaha...
his voice just like ___ i dont know how to describe it but it's amazing...
so this is who i'm talking about
JAI WAETFORD, 14, AUSTRALIA :D...

this is him in his first audition 

i dont know how to introduce him because i really dont have time to search an information about him ... whatever it is, u hav to hear his voice by yourself... then u'll know why i so fall in lov with him even though he a little bit younger than me haha :D ...

i keep listen to his song... hope u guy will like him because he so CUTE :D
imaging that i hav a brother like him hehe, oh! it will be the best thing happen in my life hahaha (ok , i'm just kidding :3)
so here is " your eye " singing by jai waetford ...
ENJOY!!!

Dear Friends

Dear friends...
Suka bila tgk korg semua happy with your life...  Semua bahagia dgn jalan hidup masing2... Ade yg merahsiakan...  Ade yg sudi share ngn aku.. Thanks a lots both conditions..  I appreciate that...  its normal if u wanna hide something special for u ...  I know that feeling cause aku pon pernah merasa benda yg sama...  Anyway I think I know apa yg ag sorok kan...  :D
Well I'm the best spy ever hahah... Apa2 pon good luck dear, wish u happy till the end .
Susah nak ckp bila soal perpisahan di bangkit kan...  It's hard but I still can let it go... However my friends, ada satu benda yg aku sure akan jadi nant, suatu hari akan dtg I really gonna miss u all...  thanks for the best life we ever had in this uitm since first day I get here. :')
Anyway... Please take care of yourselves... I love all of u... <3

life

12.30 pm at Station Bas Butterworth...

i saw something yg sgt menenangkan... one family yg parent nya tidak dpt melihat dunia...
ya Allah susah nya cara diorg nak berjalan, tercari cari ke mana arah tuju...
namun di bibir mereka terukir senyuman.. senyuman kebahagian, senyuman ketenangan....
sejuk mata aku nengoknya ... sebb tau2 sja la kan kat station bas ni.. mcm2 karenah manusia ada ..
tapi bila diorg lalu depan aku , rasa mcm lain, lain sgt... tak tau la kenapa 0_o

i love to see people life.. they got their own way to manage their life... and they also get no idea about how their life in future... same goes to me.. yang aku ada hanya lah cita2 dan perancangan... samada dia makbulkan or tak .. its up to HIM :)

#justprayforit

Party!

talking about bergembira... gelak ngn kawan2 ... attend majlis mana2 .. feeling you so beautiful... enjoy a party... take a nice moment .. berpuluh2 gambar lam fon hanya dalan satu mlam ... make a joke with friend ... YEAH! xdinafi kan semua tu best... aku akui semua tu ... but when u back home... do u feel something that i feel ?
nak tau apa aku pk time tu ...aku just pk ' did i behave myself that night? '
so what your answer ? :D

heee... susah nak explain sebnr nya ... tapi bila aku pk cam tu ... aku terpk pasal Dia ... in that event adakah aku igt dekat Dia ?... disebbakan aku xigt lah, i cant behave myself ( tu je jawapan nye ) ... ( okay behave di sini membawa byk makna k, jgn pk benda bukan2 plak ye hehe) :D... alhamdulillah la Allah still pnjg kan umo aku .. buat nya aku mati time tu and time di mana aku lgsg xigt kat Dia ... xpasai ja, kan ?

aku xmaksd kan sapa2 pon dlm post ... i just wanna share what i feel, that all... xda niat nak mengata sapa2 k ... :)

so bak kata ustaz aku, sentiasa igt mati sebb mati tu sesuatu yg memutuskan ... Memutuskan apa? memutuskan segala kegembiraan, memutuskan nyawa dri badan... (seram lak aku baca)

so tu ja la petua yg aku ley share ngn kawan2 and specially untuk diri aku sendri ... love myself <3

Dear heart :)

Hi hati...
If you there...
Please wake up, I really wanna talk to u...

<3 thank you :D...
I just wanna say, please be strong...
In this semester,  there a lot of problems you have to face.
Just be strong and stay with Allah sedekat dekatnya ok :)
I will not hurt u again, I will not let u see unnecessary things, I will not let u down, and I will make u happy live inside of me...

Clear about all I did last time. That the past and still be the past. I will not forget it but I promise that I'm never gonna do that's again. 
Keep my secret forever, only Allah knows the best for us.

Hye you!!!
My heart, my spirit, my body elements...
I love u all so much...
Thanks for being with me forever...
I not gonna say good bye because I want u all for my whole life...  :)

Remember your past

Yg dah jadi memg dah jadi...  And it can't be changed... That the fact.
But without the past we are not who we are today... 
Yg dulu itu pengajaran,  yg akan dtg itu satu perancangan daripada  pengalaman.... 
So apa yg dah terjadi.. Biar pon hitam jgn sesekali lupa kan ia... Kerana itulah kehidupan yg mengajar kita untuk berjaya :D
However, remember!!! don't u ever ever and ever let the same mistake happen again .Okay!